Struggle

Tonight we watched a show on Discovery Health titled: Identical Quads. The show mirrored the twins pregnancy in that the babies were born at 29 weeks and shared one placenta. The parents on the show even asked the same questions and had the same things told to them about survival and the long road that the babies were on to live. While watching, we saw the same struggles that Matthew and Luke went through, yet the quads on the show were able to make it through. We can't help to think through each moment of the past six months and wonder what could have helped or made a difference in our boys chance of living. We miss Matthew and Luke and understand that there is a reason for them not being with us, what a struggle. We would give anything to have more time and to hold each of our boys. 

We won't forget our boys or take our love for them lightly or for the moment. 

We miss our Matthew and Luke.